___________I_ told_ him_ how_ -Later!_ would- always -remind ___________me of him. -____He laughed and said, -_“ Later! ” ___________meaning- _exactly_- what_ I _-wanted_ it_ to- mean ___________for _ a _ change- : -not _just_ goodbye,_. --or be off ___________with you, but afternoon lovemaking.
___________One day,you fall for this boy. He'll pinch a cigarette ___________between his fingers.. He'll take a drag, blow that drag ___________between his lips. _-..He'll look at the firl with eyes the ___________colour. of the sky before it turns black and he will see ___________heaven._And he touches you with his fingers. And he ___________burns holes in your skin with his mouth._. And it hurts ___________when you look at him. ----And it hurts when you don't. ___________And_ it feels like_ someone's_ cut_ you open_ with a ___________jagged piece of glass.
__________Once__ upon__ a__ time,_____you fall in love. ______________Blue eyes,_ jawline sharp as a breadknife. _.He looks ______________at you as though you are a diamond.___. You_ are_ a ______________diamond. _So is he. __Maybe you are from the same ______________atoms.__ It takes- a -while -before- you- can -find -the ______________courage to touch his face._ It takes him a while to find ______________the courage to finally open up. _..__.That is fine - you ______________give him time._ He gives you courage._. Teaches you ______________how to love your body,__ how- to- make. it- feel- good. ______________Loving him is careful, __._it's colouring in between the ______________lines. _It's strawberries in the summer.__ It's red,- it's ______________blissful, it's ripe. It'syoung love.
____.___h _ u _ n _ g _ e _ r__.____& ____.___f - a - s - c - i - n - a - t - i - o - n. __________.___“What- made- me -blush- was -the -thrilling -possibility, __________.___unbelievable as I wanted it to remain, __.that he might _____________.actually like me,- and that he liked me in just the way I _____________.liked him.”_____._____.__//_You okay ?Me okay.